It's really hard to believe, but it has been almost a year since I started the Caring Bridge website about Ruby. My first entry was on October 10 and I was 28 weeks pregnant and very, very scared that she wouldn't make it to delivery. I am so glad that memory is written down because it makes me that much more grateful for what I have. This time of year is bringing back so many memories for me. These sunny fall days remind me of days at the doctor with bad news surrounding me and fear in my heart. I can't help but relive some of those memories and feelings leading up to her birth day. It's amazing how the weather can facilitate those emotions.

Today I bundled Ruby up in a hat, winter coat (12 month size and it's just a little too big!!) and shoes and we went for a walk. It was pretty cold, but she sat like a little angel in her stroller. I turned around early because I was worried that she was too cold. The wind was kind of brisk! We have a beautiful lake near our house and I wanted to catch a glimpse of it before the snow falls!

Ruby has been eating like a little piggy for the last couple of days! She has by far surpassed her record in bottles today. Earlier this afternoon I gave her a 4 oz bottle and she was still hungry, so I gave her 2 oz more and she ended up barfing all over herself. I don't think her tummy is quite big enough to handle 6 oz at once. She usually only takes 2-3 oz at a time, so she must be growing like a little weed! She has also been sleeping through the night consistently for the last week (knock on wood) so she should be more hungry during the day. Last night I fell asleep at 9:30 (I am SO lame) and I rolled over at 7:11 am and just about shot out of bed, thinking she had died in her sleep or something. Nope, thank God, she was just laying in bed playing with her feet! I like this new schedule a LOT! So good things are happening over here lately.

We are so very, very blessed in every way. Each day that Ruby and I have together is truly a miracle. Keeping this website has blessed us in so many ways, too. It's amazing to me how many people check the site daily to get a Ruby update. I really can't explain how absolutely touching it is that so many people (some of whom haven't even met her) want to know what is going on in my little pumpkin's life. There really are no words to express my deep gratitude for the prayers and kind words. Thank you for following our journey now for nearly a year!

Love,
Angie and Ruby